I have a bestfriend and I have known this person for almost 11 years, and I admit I do have special feelings for him. Last night, he called me and pretty much professed his love for me. This happened to be more than the “Friendly” love. Sitting there listening to him, then I started to think of him and I as being a couple. I shouldn't think of him like that 'cause I'm already in a relationship. But what do I do when I have always felt the same way but never got up the nerve to tell him? I wish it's an easy decision. I do love my boyfriend but I don't feel like it is in the way that is really “LOVE”.
My current boyfriend acts as if I'm not his girlfriend and he's so overly insensitive. He's not arrogant but a bit selfish at times. We have been friends for 5 years. He acts like he doesn't care about how I feel, even though he says he does... I pulled myself away from him just to see how he reacts, and then I started to ignore him. I believe this is the right thing to do. What else can I do when he won't respond to anything? It is as if I'm not his girlfriend. So, I decided to create my own way. Get involved in other things, and pretend I'm not interested in him.
When I became particularly quiet, it seemed he was more affectionate and loving and wanted to know what I was thinking. I stumbled upon this way by accident. I was feeling morose, withdrawn, and gloomy and stuck in my own thoughts and felt like being quiet and unapproachable. I know that he's trying to change, but I don't feel like giving him another chance. I want a formal break up 'cause I don't want to hold on to a relationship that's going nowhere. I don't want to see him hurting. Our friendship really means a lot to me. But I'm falling secretly for someone else... Have nothing more to say. Maybe I'LL JUST WAIT and see what will happen next... :(
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